>.<

Day started out good, got most of my observation for Bio done. Went over to Sam’s house, we played some games, nothing much happened. Day kinda fell apart though…[sigh] Oh well. Excuse me a moment as I kick the wall.

Nothing that concerns anyone else, only me, so I’m not sharing it. Though I will share my feelings on it, however. Sucks so bad to be in my positiong at this moment. [sigh] Why me? Why me? Why do I gotta be the one with this damn [pardon the curse, but no other word suffices in expressing my feelings right now…] curse? WHY? Any other problem would have been fine, but why do I gotta be the one that’s ugly? I hate myself, I really do. I thought maybe it wasn’t true, but now I KNOW it is, I really am my own enemy. [sigh] Back to where I started.

I need song lyrics right now that sufficiently describe my feelings…