Because I feel the need to post, again. As I do my chemistry stuff, I’ve been confronted with a really new problem.
I want to know everything about everything.
I feel like I have to be an expert on every subject I touch. If I do something, I can’t suck at it. That’s my thought process. I’ll work at it till I don’t suck.
And it’s wearing me out as far as my will to learn goes. I think it’s mostly because of the resources I’ve been using for research. Wikipedia.org has mountains, gold mines, whatever you wish, of information. On everything. Every time I touch that place I end up having 5 windows open, because there was a term I didn’t understand in whatever I was researching. I went from researching Alkali Metals to Hydrogen Bombs and Atomic Clocks and Jupiter. And every time I open a new window, I’m presented with a page full of stuff I don’t know or understand. And yet out of this necessity to know, I read until I at least have a partial understanding. I hate it. Yay for not being satisfied with the fact that I’m not Einstein.
It’s not like I obsess over the subject, it’s just a frustration I’ve reached as I research various stuff.